I am a woman of faith with a problem. I am just not sure. Not sure why I had a stroke.not sure why I can’t be healed of this eye disorder.and why my voice is changing lower and lower. I want the good. I want the good in my life and it escapes me. I get the almost place. I almost make it. I almost get the record deal. I almost get to the beach. I just know that I am not sure. God seems silent. Idk. Smh. Yes I believe God. But since 2011. I just wonder when. I wonder what is my lesson. Idk. When I had my stroke I reached out to the wrong person añd suffered more by doing that but I learned the value in that. After brain tumor removal surgery. I became a painter so God.. worked like that in me.i know as a woman of faith I do believe God. I do. But Lord I also want to know when? Is that bad?
5-22-23- Tuesday
melodypj4 